Working today was kinda normal ? I work, den the fat ass jiu come in office. I nvr go work, she didn't come in -.- what is this ? Suay ~ after work jiu went back to tamp to meet parents and had my dinner. My result is out and my gpa is..... 1.3 !! Oh yeah ~ (Y) just pass abit i think. Well, i dun care also. Fail jiu fail ba. I feel kinda xin ku now. Damn ): headache and gastric there abit not feeling well. Heart abit pain when i breathe. Sigh. Same thing happen everytime. Why like this ? Many people ask me go check up but i don't want. For what ? Waste money only. I think even if i die, nobody will care also. Die also good lahs. No need stress many things and think so much. Idea right ? (Y) Working tmr also. Need to reach office by 10am. Hopefully i can wake up. Oh ya, i saw him in the morning when i'm going to work. Took same bus to inter together and take the same mrt. Yawns ~ headache headache ~~ i just wanna be nice as a friend so i text-ed you first but you didn't reply me. So what does that mean ? If you really find me irritate you, den its okays and carry on not to reply me. And dun tell me you didn't receive it alright. Seriously, i had enough. I'm really sick and tired of it already. I feel like going out alone right now. I got the urge to do that... I just wanna go somewhere, which people cannot find me. I need to take a break. Bz, where are you when i needed you ? You say you will always be there for me when i need you. But i need you now, you're not there for me... ): i just wanna hug you and cry or maybe lend me ur shoulder to let me cry. Sigh. Nvm. I guess you also won't read my post. That's all i think. K thx bye...
Sometime, i smile doesn't always means i'm okays. I'm just hiding all my problem.
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